 | Life isn't easy. But I can make the best of it. I've done so much research on pregnancy and in reality it's worse than on the computer or t.v.
Well for one thing I won't be a guest on a talk show looking for the father. I already know who it is. In all this time I've been through so much but I still stay on my feet. My b/f broke up with me b/c I was depressed and not paying attention to him, my friend and I have grown closer with this problem and she's now a godmom, and one of the guy's that raped me was sent away to another state b/c his parents found out. They hate me and they look at me as if I wanted him to rape me. As for the other guy, he is the baby's father. He didn't know I was pregnant until I told him on his b-day. That would be the worst b-day of his life, and I made it that way. I still haven't told my mom, but, I got prenatal care. My best friend helped me get it and she helps me all the time with anything I need help with. Also, I don't want to give my baby up for adoption. It would be too hurtfull. To be raped, get pregnant, and go through so much pain just to give the life that I gave birth to away! Not thanx! I don't want to have to live with the fact that a part of me was given to somebody else that I probably won't even know! I wanna keep my baby. This baby...is a part of me now. |
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