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 | | | NEXT MESSAGE |  |  |  | | AUTHOR: | modmommy | DATE: 06/16/03 4:48pm | | SUBJECT: | together 8 years, I'm pregnant and he has decided he wants to be single |  |  | I am so depressed, I cannot even snap out of it. I cry furiously, I cannot sleep. I wake up at 4 am and cannot go back to sleep. I cannot eat, barely sleep, cannot hardly work, and I have to since he left me. We were together 8 years, married 7. We have one child who is five and I am 4 months pregnant. He never wanted the kids, and obviously this was not a planned pregnancy. I am also 36. He left me, and claims he just needs space and wants to be single. I am devastated. I thought we had a pretty good life together. Now I don't even want the baby, I cannot stop crying, and I can barely function. I am scared of going into labor, raising these two children on my own, and being alone in general. I miss him. I still love him. I hate looking at my house. I hate looking at anything that reminds me of him, except my son. I feel like throwing up all the time. I cannot keep going on like this. I called my doctor today, and they gave me zoloft. I have been on that before, so it is nothing new, but I wish I could just wake up fom this nightmare and it be over and be fabulously happy. Does any one out there have a magic wand i can borrow? I am at my wits end. |  |  |  |
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