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| | | NEXT MESSAGE  | | | | | AUTHOR: | decmom3 | DATE: 06/16/03 1:15am | | SUBJECT: |  what's wrong with me? | | | This is going to be long -just a warning...
I am 27yrs,married,preg 15 wks for 4th time.Have a great hubby &2 good kids. ( ok they arent great and good all the time...)
My last preg. ended in a mc at 12 wks. I am over most of the worry that it will happen again But I still dont feel normal. I go off at the kids and hubby for the smallest things. And then Im crying over it forever. Like tonight,I called home from work and my hubby said he was tried and going to bed,he didnt want to talk, he said he loved me and that he'd see me in the morning. ( I work 11pm-7am) I am so mad at him I want to scream.I can't stop crying becouce I just don't want to be hear any more.
I know my hormones aren't normal now but it feels like there now than that. I dont recall feeling like this with my other preg.
Alot of times I feel like throwing things and smashing and punching. I dont have a temper like this and things dont bother me this much. I normally dont get mad at my co-works. But I dont feel like talking or joking with them. I really feel like telling them to go to h**l. And they havent done any thing to me.
I just want to go home and go to bed and it's not because im tired. I want to be able to cry in a quite dark room and just be all alone
any one know what Ican do or any thing?
please know any advise would be helpful to all the ppl in my life.
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