 | Me again with a big discission to make...
I met my bf & the father Aug and in a party state jumped in a truck and drove out to BC from Ont. in Jan 03 without saying goodbye to my closenet family, we talk now though. Things have been rocky and throughout the last 5mons here he kept asking me to leave and i would say NO, i hate being alone. Anyway i was about to leave good friday and found out i was preg. 5 days later. For 2wks after that things were awesome between us both excited. In this emotional state i really miss my sister and want to see my friends. And i want them around to see the baby grow and learn and i want he/she to be raised as i was. This is making me very uppset and grumpy with the bf. I am thinking of going home for the summer but the BF doesn't agree to that, and can't decide weather to come back to BC so the bf can see the birth, he will NOT come home. We don't have much money here but i have a middle class house hold to go home to and they/friends will help (baby shower) and my sis is so excited. The bf is really the only thing keeping me here, I am afraid too if i go that he will find someone else while i am gone, or that if i stay in ON to have the baby i wouldn't be able to convince him to come see the birth. He says i am taking his baby away, but in order for the baby to be happy i have to be too, right? I know this was long and all over the place but any advice would be great. Stacey 25 First baby long awaited. |
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