 | My mother passed away when i was 18. We were very very close. We had went out New Years eve that year in 1973, but she went home early. she wasnt feeling well. when i returned home and went to bed ,i was awoken but a gaging sound comeing from my mothers room. When i went in she Shouted at me NOT to turn the light on. I did anyway and found blood all over the wall beside her bed, and on her. I ran to call the hospital and she was taken right away. She had ,had a mop bucket beside her bed and in it was a large blood clot,that filled the whole bottom of the pail. After i found that i called the hospital and took it there . I couldnt believe what it was.
On the 3 rd of Janurary my mother passed.
Here i am 47 years old and this keeps comeing back to me , i have tryed blocking it out and do well , then something will trigger it and stay with me for days.It has been 29 years and i dont know why this keeps happening. It frightens me and interfears with my life. I have been to a councler and it still happens.
what triggers this i do not know. It gets harder with each time. Is there anything i can do ?
help ,please |
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