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 | | | NEXT MESSAGE |  |  |  | | AUTHOR: | ANGELTIPTON | DATE: 02/17/04 5:13pm | | SUBJECT: | bad , bad news |  |  | hello everyone, it has been awhile since i have talked to any of you . so i was just writing to let you know that me and my husband have decided to quit trying to have children on a perminant basis. we figure it isn't worth it anymore and the more that times goes past and the more we don't get pregnant that . the more we get depressed and feel as though we don't want children . i mean don't get me wrong i really want to have children . it's just that we have been actively and i mean ACTIVELY trying to concieve now for 3 years and still nothing . it is just beginning to get to hard to want to try so we are going to quit trying. it is really hard for me to let go of a dream that have had for so long but i have to because this depression is literally eating me up from the inside . and it hurts me to think that god will give people 3 to for children and he won't give us one . so i can't even hang out with my friends anymore because they are all pregnant and i can't have children so it just makes me want them even more when i know that i can't have that so . i just wanted everyone to know that i will be praying for them to be able to accomplish there dreams and to have a family . but i am going to give up mine .
sincerely very frustrated . angela |  |  |  |
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