 | Cora
thanks so much. you're right, it does make you question your womanness. i just don't understand why he does these things and i don't think that i ever will. people always say that you cannot change a person and from reading your experience -you really can't. do you think that if someone really wants to change, they will? or will they always revert back to the same habbits. tomorrow he has an appointment with his mom and a counselor in which i hope that he shares that he has a problem and needs help. we'll see how that goes... i can't say that i can put both feet into this relationship now or in awhile, maybe the tip of my toe for a bit, to see if this will go anywhere. i do love him and it's so diheartening to see someone so lost and scared. i wish that i could just fix this and hold him and tell him that everything's going to be alright. that he won't succumb to these temptations and we'll live happily ever after, but in the back of my head, i see it happening all over again. i don't expect you to have all the answers for me. it's kinda nice to be able to share these feelings b/c i don't feel that i could share this with anyone that i know and see on a daily basis. so thanks so much for listening. oh, the results from my screening came back. dr. said that i had a little yeast infection and something else. i did not recognize the name, so i don't think that it's a std. she said not to worry, it doesn't really affect me, but could hurt the baby during the delivery. any idea what she's talking about? i think that it started with a "b" (not bv though). well i hope to hear from you soon, cora, you've been very supportive to me.
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