 | Carrie,
I feel so bad about all that you must be going through right now. From reading alot of your posts, you seem to have a really good head on your shoulders and ALOT going for you. You obviously handle stress very well, I'm surprised that you don't sound like you're falling apart. You obviously love the son you are carrying very, very much. You haven't dropped out of school and you know what you want to make out of your life. I give you alot of credit for having it so together at your age. I'm 29 years old and I'm a CNA, I care for a private client (he has cerebral palsey) in his home. I'm finally out of the nursing home setting, but you see, it took me all this time to move forward and get my butt back to school. I wish I had been 'together' enough to have done this at your age.
As for your situation with your boyfriend? Well, I wish you all the best of luck in saving your relationship if thats what you really want. Just don't let him bring you down or make you loose sight of your dreams that you have for you and your son. My ex husband had a "phone sex" addiction. VERY embarassing for me to write. But the point is, his addiction made me question my 'womanness.' I became insecure and thought I wasnt good enough or pretty enough and thats why he went to the phone and not to me. Of course I later realized that HE was the one with the problem NOT me!!!! We tried counselling many times. After being with him for 6 years, I finally left him....and his $10,000 credit card debt all from phone sex....yes, $10,000.
Hey, You live and you learn. I hope everything works out for you!
CORA |
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