 | In August me and my boy friend Cheeks been together it was like a double date when we met me and my cuz were walking and him & his friend stopped and gave us their #. After that we all talked me and him had a good relation but i really wasnt ready for a BF and he made me want one so after that like 3 weeks later he asked if i was a virgin and i said yes,he was like 4 how long,i said until im ready,he said well im ready r u? he is 17 and im 14. i was like i dont know and he said u r scared because u are a lil girl and i kept denying it because i dint want him to think i was a scaridy lil freshman like i am and so i wanted to prove to him that i wasnt we set up a date and he came over when my mom was gone and he was like r u a lil girl i was like no and he turned off the lights and we had sex. I then thought he was the love of my life. i wanted to save my virginity until i was marrried but i said what the heck like spears and i did it i thought we would be 2gether 4eva. then the next time me and my cuz was at home on the weekend when my mom was out at a party and we invited cheeks and eric(cuz BF)over. we had sex. me n her start to talk about it and eric never called my cuz again becuz he used her. and then me and cheeks still talk. so me and cheeks had sex every week then we stopped talking and i skiped school with this girl oevr to the eastside of detorit and i got back i was in big trouble and me and the girl dont talk NEmore becuz her and my parents got into it. and so every since that the girl Teara been tring to break us up she told him that i was cheatin on him which was a lie and then cheeks was hurt and said it was over to my friend to tell me and i confronted him & said did u say it was over and he said no, but he dont care if it is becuz i am cheating.me and him argued becuz i couldnt believe he would believe my enemy over me. so me and he wasnt talkin 4 a while like 5 days.i missed him so much that i asked my cousin to tell him i was in the hospital while i was suspended and we played it off he wouldnt talk to me while i was on the phone so i got mad and hung up. i was saw him in school and he called me later on sayin he was mad @ me because i gave his friend my # which i did but i dont know y i did.So we started to talk again and the next time we had sex he asked if i would give him head and i kept hesitating to answer so i did (and that was nasty) i went to school and told my friend and she was like if u did that yall should stay together 4 a long timet I said like yeah. so then i called him one day the phone rung and he answer and started to push buttons and i was like hello? and he was like hello can i speak to erika? i hung up and started to cry. i told all my friends they said i am dumb to stay with him just like karens story. my whole class know him and they yell down the hall way tiffany hates u u dirty ***, and they say u so ugly and etc.i asked him who erika was he was shocked i was like hello who is she and he was like thats my cousin i was like sure and then we argued then he said and that my friends GF and im like y r u calling yo friends girl? and he dint say nothing he said she was ugly. and then yesterday eric was in my class flirting with my friend tasha he said out out loud in front of the class " how yo cousin just going to have sex and leave me" and i said cause u never retruned he calls but anyways thats another story but then tasha yelled cheeks goes with chyna i liked to died because me and my friend was just talkin about that him becuz i talk about him 24/7 and their tierd of it they try to hook me up with other boys. boys in my class are tring to get with me they say i need a real man like them,most say he rule my life & im young and dumb & to let his balls breathe becuz im always on them. today when i saw him in a car while i was walkin he said were u going?home,gave me the middle finger and pulled off and everytime he saw me 2day in school he would turn around.i wanna die
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