 | My husband and I are both in our second marriage. I have four children ages 11 - 20 from my first marriage; he has one, whom he has had full custody of until age 17, when he went to live with mom. We have been married almost two years, dated for five years previous to our marriage. I was 16 when i married my first time, because i got pregnant. Im not so sure I ever knew what love and loving really was. I never experienced the feelings with him that I have with my husband now. I want to have a baby with him, and have for some time. He doesnt. Though he told me once to go ahead and stop taking the pill, but changed his mind the next day; and another time, he said lets go ahead and have one, but again, changed his mind. He is now 45, and I am 36, and running out of time. I feel like he has played not just mind games over this issue, but heart games as well. He says he is not 100% sure he doesnt want to have one. But at the same time, he will not agree to give the go ahead. I realize Ive been blessed with four healthy, great kids. I just want to be blessed with a child of our love. Advise only please; bashers: take it somewhere else. Yahoo has a great chatroom for people who like to be mean or argue. |
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