 | Well, this is over a month since you posted thes message, but I am just looking at the site today.
I have been married for 12 years, I wish every day that my wife wanted to sleep next to me and cuddle (not to mention having relations). I have dreams of having a partner that "wants" to hug me.
Feeling alone is the only thing I know. Jeeze, I fall asleep thinking of all the girls who used to love me, and I left , or left behind.
Now for the honesty........I married my wife because she became pregnant, and I grew up without a Father and did not want that to happen to another human being. I hear her tell me that she loves me , but after twelve years I do not believe she has ever have or ever will. I sleep either in the other room or my 6 year old is between us). Three kids, and if I had none , I would have left long ago. I do love her , but I am sure she doesn't love me.....she sais so, but I do not think she understands the meaning.
Here is a "HUG" for you because I know what it means to "NEED" one, steveatsilverton@aol.com
Bye, Steve. |
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